i am a preamp

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-12-25T19:56:00

2009-12-26T01:56:31Z

i might as well disapeer
noone would notice anyway.

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-12-21T22:44:00

2009-12-22T04:44:52Z

it's taken me too long to realize i never knew the people i thought i knew
it's taken me too long to see how used i was, how much of a person of convienence i was to alot of the people that i revolved my world around.
only thing i have to do about this is to forgive myself for allowing people to use me and to learn to love myself so it will never happen again.
i hope you all are happy, you've really perverted the word friendship.

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-12-19T11:40:00

2009-12-19T17:40:29Z

YES i ordered a new laptop today <333

also.. sketch :D

she's getting ready to hybernate ^^

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-12-06T21:10:00

2009-12-07T03:10:50Z

yep anotha sketch

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-12-06T12:45:00

2009-12-06T18:45:15Z

sketch i did in my new sketch book :D yayy

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-11-29T12:46:00

2009-11-29T18:46:33Z

yeah her new video is amazing.

human hearts

2009-11-27T18:28:11Z

A sad soul can kill you quicker than a germ, far quicker.

- John Steinbeck

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-11-22T23:00:00

2009-11-23T05:01:07Z

painted in photoshoppp
this is all i do now. work in photoshop and go to school.
being alone has it's advantages, you just have to get over the lonliness and use
your time wisely :]

stomach bones

2009-11-17T15:25:50Z

sketchhh

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-11-01T13:40:00

2009-11-01T19:45:06Z

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-10-04T22:31:00

2009-10-05T03:33:26Z

erase yourself, and you'll be free.

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-09-29T10:33:00

2009-09-29T15:34:45Z

another sketchh

she has rubber legs and a rubber heart <3

even slugs cry

2009-09-07T20:59:57Z

maybe they cry because they are a slug :[

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-09-04T10:27:00

2009-09-04T15:37:13Z

another photoshop drawingg

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-09-02T10:53:00

2009-09-02T15:56:33Z

some people are truly a waste of air, it really blows me away.

oh, and i am sketching in photoshop more now. also i suck but i will get better :D

Dragon

2009-08-16T21:34:21Z

I found this guy outside, he let me take photos of him and play with my macro settings :D

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-07-12T13:18:00

2009-07-12T18:26:49Z

I was watching this anime series called Hell Girl, and wanted to do a piece inspired by it. This is mostly stock photos and the avatar is from SL with some alterations, and of course some digital painting, but not as much as i wanted to. It's a pretty cool show :D you should check it out.

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-07-07T01:35:00

2009-07-07T06:41:51Z

Did another composition using Photoshop, same as before, a mix of digital painting, some stock and some 3d figure stuffs

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-06-26T12:26:00

2009-06-26T17:34:20Z

so yeah.
I've been into digital painting and composition for a bit now. but yeah this is a mix of painting, stock, and rendered avatar.

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-05-04T22:14:00

2009-05-05T03:15:23Z

matt and kim are on a bacardi commercial?

http://www.bacardi.com/#/us/en-us/mojito09/

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-03-17T00:06:00

2009-03-17T05:16:37Z

I always go to write here, and then I don't,
mainly because I have nothing to write about.
going to the beach tomorroooww, hopefully it doesn't rain.
I've been trying to learn how to use this 3D design software, I haven't been able to make anything really cool, and am still stuck in how to texture inside the program, but whatevs, thats what tutorials are for.
anyway, yay for boring journal entries \o/

it's bad when you have really no events or emotions to write about.

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-01-17T16:11:00

2009-01-17T22:13:42Z

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T8VSC9-ZYEw

lol cute

itsapilltakeit @ 2009-01-05T14:17:00

2009-01-05T20:21:42Z

My kitty was put to sleep yesterday.
She had a genetic disease that couldn't be treated, she was only 6 months old.
she had been sick for about 3 weeks, and just kept getting worse.

i hate my luck. i can't stop crying. i miss her so much.

itsapilltakeit @ 2008-12-31T03:42:00

2008-12-31T09:43:28Z

my new years resolution is to not have any resolutions.

itsapilltakeit @ 2008-12-02T22:23:00

2008-12-03T04:27:38Z

This be my final project for computer design \o/ yayyy
no more crazy fugly man being a dick to ONLY me.
ANYWAY.
this is a digital painting done in photoshop.
so it is like painting with paints, except i did it on the compooter...if that makes sense :o
anyway again. i loves it and am proud of it.